An Open Letter of Disappointment

To the Superintendent of the Fullerton Joint Union High School District and Principal of Fullerton Union High School:

NOTICE: The previous draft erroneously referenced the Fullerton School District, which serves K-8 led by superintendent Dr. Robert Pletka. Please do not contact him. The correct district is Fullerton Joint Union High School District led by superintendent Steve McLaughlin, Ed.D.

Signers below identify as members of the Fullerton community who want to reach out to express our profound disappointment in the outcome of recent events regarding the planned collaboration between the CSUF Choirs, Fullerton College Choirs, and the Fullerton Joint Union High School District Choirs to perform and record “Meet Me Here,” the final movement of Craig Hella Johnson’s Considering Matthew Shepard. 

Additional signers are members of the Greater Orange County and Los Angeles County communities as well as those who, though they do not belong to our local communities, want to publicly share their support. For clarity and transparency, signers are differentiated based on whether or not they are a member of our local community.

We are disappointed that students under your care were in this instance prevented from:

  • Having a voice and taking ownership and pride in their education

  • Engaging with their wider community

  • Visiting a local college campus for a unique educational experience

  • Experiencing music alongside advanced and further educated performers

  • Meeting and networking with college professors, graduate students, undergraduate students, community college students, and other professionals in the music world

  • Participating in an emotionally moving community experience

  • Being empowered to critically engage with the real-life application of nationally controversial contemporary topics

  • Performing music they dedicated weeks to preparing to be recorded in a professional-quality venue

  • Processing a tragic historical event through the lens of a wholesome, community-based music experience

This is a non-exhaustive list for each of the signers individually. It is, however, a list that the writer has asked every signer to review to ensure that it accurately represents what we, the community, agree upon. For additional thoughts from individual signers, you may review the comments alongside their signatures. 

We want you to understand that your recent actions have impacted the public perception of the education system in this community that we have made our home.  We struggle to understand the motivation behind the inflexibility of your choices and are indescribably disappointed in this outcome. We also strongly believe that if students could have chosen to participate individually, then they should have been made aware in a timely manner.

To be completely clear and explicit, we sincerely hope that your decision was not related to Matthew Shepard’s identity as a part of the LGBTQ+ community. At the same time, we struggle to understand how you could lack the foresight to predict this optical outcome- and how you lacked the sensitivity to protect students who may feel hurt by the outcome regardless of your intentions. As a show of good faith and to demonstrate that this outcome was truly a result of the wording of a media release form, we the signers request that you take the following actions:

  1. Release a written statement acknowledging and apologizing for the dramatic impact this decision made on your students, the Fullerton community, and the LGBTQ+ community.

  2. Release a written statement clarifying why the students were not able to participate in this event and clarifying why students were deeply discouraged from taking steps to participate as individuals not representing the district

  3. Continue communications with representatives from CSUF to make a joint decision on whether or not any media partnership opportunities like this will be able to take place in the future, and why or why not.

We ask for these not as punitive action or to bring shame, but because we strongly feel that student opportunities should never be limited by issues that could be solved by administrative initiative and partnership. Thank you for your time and consideration in reading this letter. 


Here is the video in which Fullerton high schoolers were not permitted to participate. Imagine all the young, passionate singers prepared for this performance who were stripped of the opportunity to do so just a few days before filming.

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Fullerton Voter Comments

Adam Rooney
October 7th, 2023

I remember when my sister was at Troy HS they didn’t let the theatre program perform Laramie Project which is a play about Matthew Shepard, i’m disappointed that the district continues to ignore this story when it is so important.

by actively ignoring the story of Matthew Shepard, you’re sending a message to all LQBTQ+ students in the district that their stories don’t matter. We need to learn to spread Love and not hate.

Love is Love.

Adena Bentley
October 4th, 2023

As an alumni of FUHS and CSUF Music programs, it was incredibly disheartening to hear about this. In high school, having opportunities to connect with the greater community and local colleges were formative to my education, both musically and interpersonally. It is sad to hear this has been taken from current students.

All 19 Fullerton Voter Signatures

Miles Rojo

October 11th, 2023

Shelby Perlis

October 7th, 2023

Genevieve Clark

October 7th, 2023

Cooper Miller

October 7th, 2023

Adam Rooney

October 7th, 2023

Hannah Black

October 7th, 2023

Kelsey Rhebergen

October 7th, 2023

Adam Rooney

October 7th, 2023

Alexei Rehorn

October 6th, 2023

Logan Mintz-Hernandez

October 6th, 2023

Jenna Hansen

October 4th, 2023

Angelica

October 4th, 2023

Thalia Moore

October 4th, 2023

Evan Banks

October 4th, 2023

Adena Bentley

October 4th, 2023

Anthony Osborn

October 4th, 2023

Enrique Ortega

October 4th, 2023

Andrew Gonzalez

October 3rd, 2023

Joy Dorko

October 2nd, 2023

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Fullerton Community Support

Fullerton Community Comments

Jaden Hom
November 6th, 2023

As a current Cal State Fullerton student and alumnus of the Fullerton Joint Union High School District, I feel strongly disappointed that students were prohibited from participating in an event mourning the loss of an innocent human being that they rehearsed and expected to perform in. The fact that Matthew Shepard identified as gay sends a powerful message to LGBTQ high school students in the district that the local community does not accept them for who they are. Considering that I have many positive memories from high school, I strongly request an apology and explanation for this upsetting incident that tarnishes the reputation and public image of a school district that I hold in high respect.

Karely Pena
October 8th, 2023

Dishearted and disappointed by the actions and contradict the district's mission statement. I am an alumni and frequent the performances at these campus. The biggest disappointment is the opportunities taken from these students and performers, but these actions sent a louder message. These students will not forget and neither will the fullerton community and voters.

Amy Parker
October 7th, 2023

I'm very sad and disappointed in the actions taken by Fullerton Joint Union High School District. As a CSUF student and campus advocate, these activities are critical for community - and I personally get what it's like for schools to cancel these types of things at the last minute. This is horrendous behavior, and shows a lack of care by FJUHSD to its students.

William Robertson
October 7th, 2023

Art is a powerful tool which allows us to share stories, present ideas, and to give voice to those without. This piece is powerful and tells a real story about a young man brutally murdered only because he had the audacity to be born gay. Let students explore art, explore stories, and learn about real people, real history, and have conversations about it. What is harmful about a conversation or sharing of a piece of art?

Paige Rooney
October 7th, 2023

I went to Troy High School from 2011-2015, where the district did not initially let our theatre department do The Laramie Project. It took a letter and a petition to finally, reluctantly, let us do it. However, at Fullerton High School, their theatre department was able to do shows like Cabaret and Sweeney Todd without the district batting an eye. The district is okay with high schoolers doing shows related to sex and violence, but not about showcasing the struggles the LGBTQ+ community deals with? Representation is immensely important to the arts, especially for young people.

Jason Magallanes
October 6th, 2023

Any opportunity to sing, to perform, and to connect with fellow musicians and potential colleagues on a human level is a ‘once in a lifetime’ opportunity; and that opportunity was yanked like a rug from underneath these young musicians. Considering the hard work all of them have input, transparency is imperative. Most importantly, the fact that many members of our choirs and citizens of our communities indentify with the LGBTQIA+ community makes this missed opportunity incredibly disheartening. As a Troy High Concert Choir alumnus, it is devastatingly heartbreaking to know that this opportunity was stripped away from them; also, as a returning college student, the opportunity to have been able to sing with the new generation of my alma mater would’ve filled my heart. I’m positive this experience would have made them feel the same way.

Jessica Salsgiver
October 6th, 2023

As a queer music educator, it is more than disheartening that these students weren’t able to participate in this collaborative project. For those young musicians, this would have been an opportunity to deepen their already established passion for choral music and find community in their peers. If a flaw in paperwork is the reason for their absence, something that could be corrected so easily, it is inexcusable. If homophobia is the reason for their absence, it is shameful. My heart is with the many LGBTQIA+ students in this program who needed this message of hope and love at such a pivotal moment in their growth as young people.

Ashton Hackwith
October 4th, 2023

Make it right.

Daniel Freeman
October 4th, 2023

As someone who identifies within the community, and moved to CSUF specifically for the in inclusivity and positive environment, it appalls to hear what happened. We need a explanation and an apology immediately and deserve it as well.

Bryce Rivera
October 3rd, 2023

This project would have meant worlds to me if I were back in High School. To have a technicality be a strong factor that took away the work I put into a piece of music, it would have crushed me at their age.

Martina Goldring
October 2nd, 2023

I am extremely disappointed that the high school students were denied the opportunity to share and grow their skills, talent, and personal experiences. This was a wonderful opportunity for a community experience that was taken from the students after weeks of preparation. The school district can and should do better.

All 40 Fullerton Community Signatures

Emily Gjevre

November 6th, 2023

Jaden Hom

November 6th, 2023

Lindsey Lacanilao

October 10th, 2023

Sara Preston

October 10th, 2023

Karely Pena

October 8th, 2023

Nicholas Fiore

October 8th, 2023

Yvonne Huffaker

October 7th, 2023

Mitchell James Sampang

October 7th, 2023

Jasmine Adams

October 7th, 2023

Amy Parker

October 7th, 2023

Caroline Bilger

October 7th, 2023

Breanna Love

October 7th, 2023

William Robertson

October 7th, 2023

Paige Rooney

October 7th, 2023

Sydney Castiglione

October 7th, 2023

David Pulanco

October 7th, 2023

Jason Magallanes

October 6th, 2023

Alejandro Rocha

October 6th, 2023

Emerson Kimble

October 6th, 2023

Korie Smith

October 6th, 2023

Benny Fisher

October 6th, 2023

Jessica Salsgiver

October 6th, 2023

Liz Butler

October 6th, 2023

Anthony Alcain

October 6th, 2023

Israel Acosta

October 6th, 2023

Z Dickerson

October 5th, 2023

Ray Flores

October 5th, 2023

Amber Napoli

October 4th, 2023

Yadira Aguilar

October 4th, 2023

Ashton Hackwith

October 4th, 2023

CJ Koehn

October 4th, 2023

Daniel Freeman

October 4th, 2023

Nya Nulty

October 4th, 2023

Benjamin Reyes

October 3rd, 2023

Sofia Vaides Melia

October 3rd, 2023

Bryce Rivera

October 3rd, 2023

Adam Daruvala

October 3rd, 2023

Marissa Valenzuela

October 3rd, 2023

Sarah Turner

October 2nd, 2023

Martina Goldring

October 2nd, 2023

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